I’m very mad at myself. Since I’ve been back from my grandmother’s funeral in Malaysia, I had been swamped. I had been trying to catch up with the homeworks due for the RYT program, and since I had been gone all last week for my grandma’s funeral, I had’t had time to finish my readings to complete the homework. Our apartment lease is also coming up, and we’re supposed to be moving across the border when our lease is up, so that I can fulfill my Canadian Permanent Residency requirement. I have spent all my time between homework, work and looking for apartments/houses and scheduling visits all week that I hadn’t had much time dedicated to my asana practice. I had only been to one class on Tuesday, with Elizabeth at Rising Sun per my classmate Jessica’s suggestion. The class was rather slow-paced for me, but not to say that I hadn’t learned from Elizabeth. She is indeed a great teacher and “adjuster”. On Wednesday I went to Bally for a quick run and Powerflex class. On Thurs and Fri I had been scrambling to complete Lesson 5 homework and beat myself up for not having gone to Micha’s classes on both days. It is not Saturday and I was supposed to go to Susanne’s class and I was too exhausted this morning to get up for class. I woke up slightly after class started and felt terribly guilty for not going to class. We have a full day today, looking at 12 places in Windsor from 12 to 8. Yesterday, I have created checklists to guide us through selecting the right place, printing maps online and routing our visits from one place to another. All this work made me feel extremely guilty for not going to the yoga classes but I can’t help it. Andy hadn’t done much throughout the process and our time is running out fast. Nonetheless, we did find a place that we like at the 11th hour. I hope that we get that place so that I can go on progressing with my yoga practice.